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It has been a challenging term. I've never had so much projects and assignments and midterms coming at me all at once but I'm glad it's all over. I can't say much about what I've achieved but I won't disappoint myself!

I am a bit confused as to where I am heading right now. Accounting, finance, or nothing at all? I am not sure if it's the right track anymore. And I'm not sure if I'm fully motivated again. I have to contain myself, trust and believe that one day, I'll get there.

nts: don't compare with others, just remember where you are and what you want to become one day!

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I am motivated, determined, and inspired to do well. There are so many things I want to achieve and it's not too late to work toward them. So many doors to open in the near future and I am excited to see what will happen.

:) There will be changes to make for me personally, and I will not let anything stop me from getting where I want to be! I believe in the potential anyone holds, and I certainly don't doubt my own.

19

I was just re-reading all my previous posts, and man do I feel old.

So I realized I made a list of three things to achieve over the fall 2010 term and I guess an update/follow up on that is long overdue. So here it is:

1. Academic

Checked~

I've performed better last term than any other terms I've had so far and I do think I intend to keep it up for the years to come.

2. Part-time Job

Checked~

Although I got the job at the bookstore and made a little bit of money, it wasn't enough for my "dream trip" to Dominica. However, I did put that money into good use and got myself and my dearest mom a pair of mother-daughter ring. I think the first two hectic weeks of work/school were worth it.

3. Expanding Friend Circle

Checked~

I have made more friends in my own program and I am very happy about it. As with the first goal, I intend to keep expanding my circle and make more friends who are worth making.

I guess what I am trying to get at is that I have achieved mostly what I have planned out. I am very proud of myself because I have never been a planning type, nor the follow-through type. I have so much expectations for the upcoming spring term that I am all excited and jittery about it. Do I feel accomplished? Definitely! Do I think I can keep it up? Of course! So I guess there will be another detailed plan coming up once it gets nearer to the new term, and hopefully I can be as happy and fulfilled as I can be as a happy/optimistic rock :)

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I feel loved :)

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5年后的我，一定要是堅強，快樂，成功的！5年后的你呢？希望你能成功長大~

16

I wonder, if I have the power of pushing people away or sending the wrong messages.

This isolated feeling is probably created by me

But I do like to feel alone sometimes

Maybe tomorrow should be a candle + ice-cream + sappy movie day~

After a little drink and wings that is.

How do I keep myself positive ans smiling?

By crying alone.

15

Life has been calmer than always, it feels great.

I hope this lasts before some horrible drama arises.

At this point though, I don't see it.

Simply because I'm not looking for drama or anything/anyone that will cost any.

On another note, the changes i sense should trigger me to a decision?

Sigh, one that I probably will regret not making or making either way.